February 2010
50 posts
The Taylor Page Rule
Tonight was my last basketball game and I wish I hadn’t fucked up my neck cause I probably would have done alot better but I did pretty good. I’m really only good at defense I hate shooting. Which is where the Taylor Page rule comes in. If we’re winning by alot and everyone so far has made a shot coach says to play by the Taylor Page rule which I hate. The rule is no one can take...
January 2010
61 posts
Taylor- Can I go?
Mom- Are you gonna drink?
Taylor- Yes
Mom- No
Taylor- But I’m being honestttt
Bad mood
I realized alot today. First off that I am the fuck up my mother treats me as. I can’t please her in any way shape or form. I disobey her and I get screamed at. I attempt to do what she says I get screamed at. Anything and everything I do is wrong. It really is all about her. She keeps talking about what an inconvinience this ACL surgery is gonna be for her….. Yea cause your going to...
sheenassemi:
taylortellsall:
Ok I’m freaking out right now because religious things in my room keep breaking. First it was the cross on my closet door that kept falling randomly and eventually broke in half, now the fish on my Jesus fish necklace is missing. I also can’t find my black cross necklace anywhere. I’m legit afraid.
It’s because you’re a lesbian and there’s this rumor going around...
Ok I’m freaking out right now because religious things in my room keep breaking. First it was the cross on my closet door that kept falling randomly and eventually broke in half, now the fish on my Jesus fish necklace is missing. I also can’t find my black cross necklace anywhere. I’m legit afraid.
+24
But regardless I’m in such a good mood
=D
I fucking love
Little kids trying to sing
It’s my favorite actually
Please let the 6 and 7 year olds take over Johnny’s expensive DJ equipment
……..
I’m going to sharpen pencils and stick them into my ears till I hit my brain
If these children keep singing
I just want to dance mannnnnnn
On the other hand
The drunk people in the other side of the restaurant are having heated...
My Stupid Mouth
I’m never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I’d rather be a mystery
Than she desert me Oh I’m never speaking up again
Starting now…
Starting now
happy birthday emily
theresmoretomethanyouknow:
today was such a win<333 just being with people you love, no drama, no mean people, nothing bad. not even any alcohol haha! and it was honestly such an amazing time in my opinion. psh who said white people cant have fun at parties without alcohol! haha! <33 happy birthday emily! i love you soo much!…so noww i have off for a week! wooohoo! hopefully gunna be...
Goodbye
I feel tricked
however
I understand
On the bright side
Sleep is always best when intoxicated<3
“Mom do you have vagina polish? You’re getting a little rusty down there.”
– Anthony Page of course
I forgot how beautifully innocent this song was
...
“There you have it, young love. Full of promise, full of hope, ignorant of...”
– I really wanna see this movie
You think I'd study in study hall
But you’re wrong
A - AVAILABLE: To an extent B - BIRTHDAY: May 22 C - CRUSHING ON: no one
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: milk E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Katie and Austin
F - FAVORITE SONG : There are so many G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: hmmm tough one
H - HOMETOWN: westbury
I - IN LOVE WITH: Trying to figure that out J - JUGGLE: no
K - KILLED SOMEONE: no L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: No...
Today has had so many ups and downs
I can’t take it
fuckin midterm/final week
and now
More studying for math
Which I’m failing any way
I need everyones input
In your own words give as in-depth of an answer as you possibly can.
What is the difference between “love” and “in love”?
All I know is that you’re so nice, ...
Basketball is weird
I always end up having a tiny crush on a girl from the other team. Just for a few moments. Today it was a girl named Cody, number 28. She had a strange look to her but I found her intriguing. I didn’t talk to her and I didn’t intend to. Anyway the game was intense. We won by 3 points. Everyone must hate our team we’re so obnoxious but it’s hilarious. I mean….I totally...
No more mask
Lately I’ve been askng myself what I’m trying to hide?
What is it about myself that I find so repulsive?
Every morning I get up
Look in the mirror
And cover the things I don’t want everyone to see
Whats the point?
It’s just a waste of makeup
From now on I’m going to stop trying to look good everyday
Mostly for school
Like I’m pretty sure we all know...
What if you Could wish me away What if you Spoke...
It's currently 5:41
I woke up about 20 minutes ago from a bad dream. The thought of it keeps running through my head and I wanna cry. The dream was so realistic. It wasn’t even anything huge but I just keep thinking. All I did was pretend not to care. If it were reality thats exactly what I would have done. I’m so pathetic I can’t even talk about it. Things just suck. Not gonna be able to go back to...
Though I tried it all fell apart. What it meant to...
Have I mentioned how much I hate this site?
I held on so hard
I made myself vulnerable
Even when it hurt I kept trying
I can’t fight any more
I won’t even write a long depressing post
I’ll accept defeat
Cause in the end It doesn’t even matter.
I can’t gather my thoughts.
Nothings gonna bring me down today
So Danielle is part of the Screen Actors Guild and they send her DVD’s that haven’t come out yet. They just sent danielle Precious and I’ve wanted to see it for like months but no one would go see it with me. I’m watching it now. This poor girl<3
I'm so sick
Of this Jersey Shore shit. People really have nothing else to talk about. And we just finished watching the Truman Show in film, how ironic. I’m sitting in the library and every other word I hear is “Jersey shore” or “J-Wow” I’m sick of hearing about it. I kinda hate T.V. I’m just in a weird mood right now. I really would love for Rin to come after school...
“It seems when you want someone, they don’t want you. And when someone...”
– Life
In my oppinion
youaremysunshinee:
taylortellsall:
The human race is beautiful. Particularly girls but that’s just my taste. Every human being has beauty to them. Whether its their eyes, the way their face is shaped, their lip shape, the way their hair looks in certain light. Those are just physical aspects there’s also the way they touch, the way they talk, their ton of voice, the way you can see all the...
In my oppinion
The human race is beautiful. Particularly girls but that’s just my taste. Every human being has beauty to them. Whether its their eyes, the way their face is shaped, their lip shape, the way their hair looks in certain light. Those are just physical aspects there’s also the way they touch, the way they talk, their tone of voice, the way you can see all the world in their eyes or at...
You said that I would be ok
I wish I could make everyone happy without starting fights. Without someone getting pissed off for little things. Someones always mad. Maybe mad isn’t the word I guess just upset. I try really hard to keep everyone at peace. But I have a tendancy to avoid awkward situations. My life is awkward enough as it is. There’s always a problem somewhere. Someones always upset with something...
Persistent
Is something that I am absolutely not. Today in math I realized how frustrated I get when it doesn’t make sense. It was pointless too. I was so close to throwing my books off my desk and saying “fuck this” and leaving the room. However I controlled myself and made it through the class without causing a scene. But the point is when I don’t get something the first time I...
And you might ask why Nothing’s ever how it seems. I think I knew more when I was 13. When did life get so real? And now I feel like I’m losing my mind, I used to think all the time. Now thinking hurts, and feeling is worse. I liked Reality better when it was a dream.
...
I don't think I've told you today
sheenassemi:
taylortellsall:
You’re beautiful
this is 110% for me, but maybe not because you already told me. ;]
=)<3
I don't think I've told you today
You’re beautiful
How did we get here
I really wish I could be a bit more stable. Emotionally I am the farthest thing from stable. Especially this past week cause I’ve been so sleep deprived and worried about surgery and dance concert and so many other things. Last night was the first time I’ve slept in a long time. The past few weeks when I try to go to sleep all I can see is the dances playing over and over again in my...
You really just don’t get it.
I won’t explain it.
I shouldn’t have to.
Austin I wish you were up.
I don’t know what to do right now.
The chances of sleeping tonight are slim.
But I guess I have to try.
“Oh Taylor we’re gonna have alot of time to bond after you’re...”
– My Mother LMFAOOOO
http://www.formspring.me/conformity
I don't think you understand me
There are so many things on my mind right now. So many things I want to say to so many people. But I can’t. I can’t post them on here and I can’t say them face to face so things will go unsaid the way they always do and by tomorrow morning I’ll feel better about it all. But for the time being I’m ready to explode. I’m ready to scream and cry and laugh all at the...